God has been relentlessly pursuing me for the past 8 years and seeking to win my heart a new. Through that time of searching, emptiness and pain, I often found myself bogged down in theology and religion. So now here I am, trying to live with my heart turned towards God. I look at everything and realize that with each place, person, privilege God was pointing to Himself. Constantly trying to get my attention, and trying to use me to further His kingdom. You see, even in my shortcomings and mistakes, God has been working diligently and PURPOSEFULLY. Unfortunately, I have spent a lot of that time resisting His call on my life. So here I am, claiming victory over my past. I am frightened, but hopeful at this point. I just want to be plugged in, and faithful and really know that I will need to stop fighting alone, and will need to find support, and start trusting Christ, and the body. If you are led to, please pray for me as I rely on Christ to pursue God with my whole heart.